19th

Hi bloggers! Let's meet up again in August 22nd!

wishes for the 19th and ahead

Basically, I'd like to say thanks to God for keeping me healthy and stay in me until my 19th years of my life. well, with my new life as one of the boards in one of organization.

And I'd like to say thanks to God for keeping me stay closer with my best friends by letting them beside me -always- in my birthday, since when I was in senior high school until now! :)

I was so blind, by I don't know what, like I never wanted to meet up with my best friends again in the previous years. Maybe because I want to be focus for the choice that I'd chosen, seems like an opportunity cost.

But as the time goes by, I don't know why, my perspective or point of view to some people are changing. I used to adore them with their brilliant idea and achievement, but now when I really close to them, I see them differently, and you know what? My perspective to some people are easy to change! I don't know why.

But, anyway, that's not the point that I want to share in my 19th years.

The point is, I know God will give me the best time for me to know the answer of the questions that I've been asking everytime

As my mentor said, you can't see things very close and you can't see things from far faraway. Just keep it balance with the distance.

And as my principle, the ones who really care with me are the ones who always beside me in my birthday, physically, I don't know why. It means they want to share happiness with me and also sadness with me. Happiness of the born and sadness of leaving in the very closest time.

Even I left them for years, they accept me again when I realized that there's no need to leave them. And give me a learning that best friends will always give the best for us eventhough in the middle of their busy days.

And also thanks for my partners in my organization that beside me in my day. Eventhough you ruined my day a bit, but your smiles keep me believing that we are the best team ever! :)

The last, is my family. Eventhough I spent a little time with them, I beside them in my day.

But, anyway, thanks God I have all of them. I meet them everyday. I learn a lot from them. Keep them safe and happy. always. forever.

yeah! got trapped with flour and eggs

no words can describe, except I LOVE THEM

if only he was here

Adhiraj Singh: These thoughts are meant to come in ones heads.
Adhiraj Singh: They keep the good from becoming the great.
Adhiraj Singh: Like there is friction which resists movement on a surface, interia which resists change  ,
Adhiraj Singh: resistance in metals
Adhiraj Singh: So these thoughts are the resistance in our heads to stop us from going ahead
Adhiraj Singh: Look at the bigger picture
Adhiraj Singh: You have great capabilites, you can travel the world ,are educated, are smart..... and AIESEC is just a platform to develop yourself
Adhiraj Singh: If you get the post then its great otherwise life is full of opportunities
Adhiraj Singh: but remember , never back down. Otherwise all our life you'll regret it

Adhiraj Singh: I know of a guy, If you see him he will look very weak and frail to you. He was a lawyer. His family wasn't vey rich. but they collected all the money they had and sent him to study in UK. inspite of that education, that person didn't have the guts to speak. Like when he came back to India, his 1st case, which was a small one, he could not speak, he was a let down to his family. He also regreted not being a good husband to his wife
Adhiraj Singh: Anyways
Adhiraj Singh: That time there were great lawyers around him with great shrewdness, communication skills and poltical argument, pheorz shah was one such guy. And I'm serious he could not just speak
Adhiraj Singh: Don't you think he should have left the profession and done something else?  like writing or some cleric job. there were other oppotunities too
Adhiraj Singh: Well, guess what. He didn't quit
Adhiraj Singh: We now know him as Mahatma Gandhi
Adhiraj Singh: There will be always be people you seem better than you
Adhiraj Singh: But remember that they are also humans not machines
Adhiraj Singh: they have weaknesses too
Adhiraj Singh: Hope and dreams are a human's greatest strength
Adhiraj Singh: If you lose them you'll lose it all
Adhiraj Singh: And one can't succeed without failing
Adhiraj Singh: Like Steve jobs, the founder of apple was kicked out of the very company he started
Adhiraj Singh: And now he says that the best thing that happened to him. We went on to start 2 more great companies

Adhiraj Singh: sometimes in life we want to make ourselves feel about about us for no reason
Adhiraj Singh: and are so busy looking for the bad in us that we miss the good

Adhiraj Singh: probably go to a park or somewhere else or take a long walk and think of the larger picture as of what you want out of life and where do you see yourself afer 10 years

Adhiraj Singh: Why should you stand for the dreams ?
Adhiraj Singh: Because dreams come true.
Adhiraj Singh: How do they come true ?
Adhiraj Singh: You make them come true

Adhiraj Singh: so live the present do what you can, leave the rest to the Almighty
Adhiraj Singh: cause whatever happens it happens for the good

Adhiraj Singh: You have all the answers inside you, no one else can tell you anything
Adhiraj Singh: I told you what I could
Adhiraj Singh: It has to come from within

DON'T QUIT

Having an inspiring chat with Adhi, the greatest India man I ever met. I met him in Russia. He gave me a poem. Simple. He has his own way for inspiring others. He never say the words directly for inspiring, he always tells inspiring stories of other people, and let me find out the answer. Because the one who can inspire me, is only me, myself.

DON'T QUIT
by Edgar A. Guest

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
when the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
when the funds are low and the debts are high,
and you want to smile but you have to sigh,
when care is pressing you down a bit - rest if you must,
but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns.
As everyone of us sometimes learns.
And many a fellow turns about when he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow - you may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than it seems to a faint and faltering man;
often the struggler has given up when he might have captured the victor's cup;
and he learned too late when the night came down,
how close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out - the silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
and when you never can tell how close you are,
it may be near when it seems afar;
so stick to the fight when you're hardest hit - it's when things seem worst,
you must not quit.

look me in the eyes

Did you see my dreams?
Just the simple way my friend said,
watch this video, and find more

Look me in the eyes

I am scared of what I won't become

I won't let myself end where I started

I won't let myself finish where I began

because I have passion,

I will become what I know who I am

what did I think?

Hey bloggers, it's such a long time I didn't see you, and in the middle of this night, I remember, one of my close friend, even my inspirator told me that one day, I should write down my dreams, because she saw that even I don't believe in myself - even me, myself.

even the worst is, I don't know what my dreams are and why I should stand for my dreams.

for your information, when I was in Russia, I had a friend who inspired me alot. he could do say anything for letting his friend's spirit up, he never wanted his friend become low-confidence person due to only their thought. and you know, he never complaint if he didn't get what he wants or he needs. maybe he felt that it hurts, but he didn't say it to anyone, because he believe that he could handle this thing and make his life turns around for the good reason. so much different with myself.

and for this 2 months, I am devastated. for thinking what I want to do for 1 year ahead that will give big effect to myself, my family, my study, my society, and people who I should be responsible with. people who will put myself for believing, for dreaming that they will reach their goals with me, in this platform.

but the worst thing is, I don't believe, and I'm not dreaming.

behind 2 months that I couldn't dreaming, I don't know why I believe in something that will happened in the middle of my journey. And I proved it to myself. I believe that in the end, my friend that I knew in Russia will show himself and will be the greatest man who cheer me up. it's a lil bit late maybe, but there's no "late" in my life. and indirectly, I proved of what I'm thinking of. I believe he will show off, cheer me up, and wake me up from this fear. And it comes from my t.h.o.u.g.h.t

you know what I mean? you know what I'm thinking about?
what did I think?

It comes true

sometimes, what I need in last 3 years

is just being a friend with nature
to be f.r.e.e

forget all the shit things in this town

to see the sky

to feel the wind

and start to dreaming

TUGAS TIB - Akuntansi Reguler 1 2009

Tugas TIB - Akuntansi Reguler 1 2009

Nama : AQMARINA AWALIANTI
NIM  : C2C009028
Kelas : A, Selasa pukul 07.00-10.00 WIB
Mahasiswa Akuntansi Reguler 1 2009 Universitas Diponegoro

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summer in Russia would be great

Finally, after my long journey and struggle, I got this! I got what I want since I was young. I got what I'm dreaming about for almost 10 years.

I have a dream to live outside of my country, Indonesia. I have a dream to travel around the world, gain a lot of experience and knowledge there, alone.

And I got this! Now it's exactly in front of my eyes!

Sincerely I say a big thank you to my Allah, my parents, and of course AIESEC UNDIP who give me this kind of opportunity.

And this summer, I will be in RUSSIA

I know it would be very great, I know it would be my best experience ever, and I know it would be not as easy as I live here in Indonesia with my family.

but I know, it will be my life-changing experience.

So, what will I do in Russia?

Not only learn about Russian culture and survive in Russia alone, but I will work in social project with other people around the world called Sunshine Project in Chelyabinsk, near Kazakhstan. I will work in a team consists of some of people from different countries and culture around the world. I will share my knowledge there to the students in 7-10 years old in summer camp. I will teach them in developing themselves, teach them English, and some special skills. And don't forget, I will join this internship in Ramadhan, it means I will fasting all the days of my internship.

Only that? Of course no! I will be Indonesian ambassador there and I will promote Indonesian culture there! I will join big event called Cultural Day and I will present Indonesian culture at one of the shopping place there! A lot of people will give attention to me and give their opinion about Indonesia then.

Is that special? Of course! Because it will be held on August, 22nd 2010, it means that day is my BIRTHDAY. Even though I will not celebrate my birthday with my beloved my family and friends, but I'm sure it will pay enough my loneliness there. I will celebrate it with my new family, new friends, and my pride of being Indonesian citizen. So, I'm sure after I come back to Indonesia, I will give my birthday present to myself, my family, my friends, and AIESEC UNDIP, which is change of myself in to better person.

So, from this, I learn, don't stop dreaming! Because dream is the beginning of our life. You are what you think everyday. Don't hesitate to dreaming even though it seems impossible at first.

So guys, wish me luck for this internship and wish me have a safe flight :D

Thank you very much to my beloved AIESEC UNDIP :)

p.s: Are you interested with this and do you want to feel the same feeling like me?

Grab any information about International Internship in AIESEC UNDIP blog. http://www.aiesecud.blogspot.com